No accidents

There are no accidents, especially about meeting seemingly random people.

Yesterday, I realized that no matter how much I do not care to be liked with much effort, I do care about what people perceive me to be. I am a working woman and I have to be credible in my chosen profession.

Credibility is being with the right skills, being trustworthy, being an expert in the chosen field who embodies humility in the belief that one can never stop learning, that one can always be better. Credibility is also largely about integrity. Credibility is built by personal history.

History is never without controversies and anomalies. And that being said, I categorize your presence in my life, and the things you have done - useless anomalies.

Without it, my history would have been quite boring. Without it, I would not have tried lashing out harsh words in here. Freedom of speech without responsibility is nothing but yakking, really. You are good at that. Freedom of speech should not be mistaken for truthful eloquence. Do not pretend. (Do you know practice and practise? Hahaha!)

Anyway, thank you for making me realize how much time you have spent on me (although your research efforts were really bad). That made me realize how I am so blessed to be busy. And since somehow, you made it into my personal space this time, congratulations.

I do not believe that you are an accidental anomaly.

You are the best reminder to me, that no matter what ups and downs I go through everyday, I am way ahead of my time, and even yours. As long as I get up everyday and make the most out of my time doing good in what I do good, I will be fine.

You remain to be the greatest example of what NOT to be.

Thank you.

Dear Lie

Dear Lie,

Today I discovered so many things that came from your mouth from one of your good friends. If friends can say such things about you, it is then so easy to be your enemy. As much as I tried to ignore you, (because I really do not have any business with you anyway), your person reeks like a five year old compost pit.

Today I validated some of the things that I long heard of. You speak too much. Fortunately, people are not as ignorant as you are. You claim to be in the know of so many 'in' things, in fact you have these things, yet you cringe at the thought of buying a P1000 pair of jeans for your child. A super mom is never a selfish mom. So don't claim to be one.

You think that I am this evil bitch. Hey, it's the mirror you are looking at. Wake up! Look at you, it is you who depend on people for so many things. You have all the time in the world to bitch about so many useless things. I pray that you get a decent job so that you will not have the time to tell your friends lies about me being an irresponsible PARTY girl. If I have a social life that you envy, get one. It only takes a better personality than yours (oh, I guess that's quite hard right).

If I am irresponsible, what do you call yourself? At 30, I am able to buy things that you can only dream of having. Your bank account is probably smaller in value than my bag collection. So don't call me an irresponsible party girl because I have done so much more worthwhile things to humanity than you ever did your entire life (and you are OLDER!). I am independent, and I spend for my Mother (not the other way around). I do not depend on a man to buy me things that I want because I CAN AFFORD to buy them. In fact, please shut your mouth because in one way or another I have helped you send your children to school without you knowing. Shame on you, ingrate.

And yes, I have a 145 IQ. I heard yours is way down there. So don't ever think I that I can stoop down to your level. I cannot.


So just shut up. It is the best decision you could ever make before I decide to see you in court.



P.S.

I pity you and your grammar.

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